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I am not a sadist - I do not get pleasure from inflicting pain on a stranger or an animal. It saddens me to see people being tortured by corrupted regimes- yet I love to torture my slave. I have found that this can be done by showing even more devotion than it takes to do all the nicest things in the world. By showing your Mistress that you are her - to an extent that out does "being your own". You are her to do with as she pleases - good or bad, in pleasure or pain. You're hers completely, because you love her and even more, you trust her. You trust her enough to give yourself completely to her - not limited by the vanilla "I am yours as long as its nice". You are her entirely - which means that it's up to her to define a purpose for you in life - that is, to me, the deepest devotion one person can possibly show to another. It is the deepest form of respect, trust and love - which to me is beauty! The slave's acceptance of pain/humiliation/whatever is a deep way to show complete devotion and love - and THAT gives me a kick. It's not the pain/humiliation/whatever in and of itself, it is the acceptance of it from my slave - that is where I find the true beauty of S/M.